Day to day …. the train ride continues

upon the wings

of the eagle

our guardian

who watches over us

when storms arise

the eagle soars above

on the ground

the bear

takes shelter

quietly

with out hassle

why do I say this

so important

in my mind

I lost my way

or did i

was I releasing

was the universe

my guides

just saying

it’s time

it’s been hard

very hard

looking forward

with happiness

then sorrow

not knowing

where it ends

grasping for hope

or was I grieving

invisible

I say this word

to say

I’m here

in hurting

in vain

yes

but not to the passengers

on this train

you learn

who listens

you feel the deep hurt

of being outcast

disappointing

heart broken

too much trust

in the wrong people

have hurt me

more than I let on

i let this happen

time to change

the full moon

i watch tonight

Always

gives hope

I will be all I want

I still have it all

i just

have to

believe

love

honour

me

thanks for listening

Jay Whitefeather

stars and clouds at nighttime
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